Today is unlike any other.
I see you in true light, originating from the vastest depths of my mind, I seem to be unkind..
Taking my life away, I feel I must cast myself astray,
Together in pain, forever separate from parallel paths.
Love has done unto me a vigorous task, always hoping, never knowing,
where you and I stand, forever in trust, but far from eternal dust.
I love you, admire you, cherish you and desire you.
Not mine to keep, yet continually you seep through my thoughts,
I dare not sleep, for the night brings images of your wit and sorrow.
I deem you a saint, from heaven above. Yet, to me you will never be-
For our hearts have been soiled by past indulgences.
I crave redemption from my own foolish pride, I wish that we could walk together, slow pace, in a unison stride.
I bare not but one apology to you, rationality meets idealism, leaving me in between all that can be foreseen and forgotten.